2009 is leaving
2010 is coming
it’s a circle
no one can stop it :]'

i always feel time is gone fast,
but in 2009 i don’t know
it seem it is slower
i learnt a lot of things before i left Thailand
dad&mom, fam, friends and everyone~

from 2008 ‘til now what I have got from my hope
nothing~
it never become true
and it will never happen forever
it is parallel :P"

sometimes u listen some songs,
u felt hopeful :D"
but sometimes u listen some songs,
u felt hopeless :("
i don’t want to lie myself anymore...

no ways~
no hope~
neverever~
i do understand*
it’s not your false. it’s mine
i will not bother u anymore :]"
sry*4 make u feel guilty

How long do I have to be like this?
1 year 2 years .. or forever
At least, now i’m here.
i will use the rest of time to fix my heart >_ <"
let it off~~~
refresh it~~~
let my heart go to wherever it wants~
it is a long time that i don’t smile*
who can give it back?

In fact,
i know i’m coming too far from the beginning!
it is farer than i thought a lot :P"
thanks for sometime that u made me happy
i know that u pity me :D"
thanks~

i try to be ur friends,
but u know when u love someone, will u want to be their friends?
pls.tell me to stop it
i’m waiting to hear from ur mouth

tell me; u never want me*
u never love me *
don’t worry!!
it’ll not hurt me
i’ll not cry :)"
my heart is numb~
just do it!

For 2010, I don’t want anything
i wish my d&m, my fam, my friends 'n everyone
they will be happy,wealthy,healthy
whatever they want,it will become true
they are very important for me :S"


thx. for everything~
don’t forget! we are lucky to be born~


hny2010* :)"

30122009 * usa